no clue what im doing

Hello fellow aliens. This is Commander Simien speaking, here to begin my diary. I am not entirely sure of the impact of anything that I’m building or starting but I do believe it will help! I am a very transparent person and always have been … however, I’ve recently finally made the decision not to show that side of myself to everyone! I’d like to give my family here that side of me though.

It is Sunday January 7, 2024 — It's been almost a full week since I've launched the site, and I find myself grappling with so many thoughts emotions. The initial excitement and anticipation have mellowed into uncertainty and introspection. I am navigating uncharted territory, and the path ahead seems both daunting and promising. The reception has been nothing but encouragement but has been leaving me pondering over the potential for growth and evolution. As the days go by, I realize that this is just the beginning of a journey filled with challenges and triumphs, and I am scared yet eager to embrace it all.

In this diary you will see ALL of my random and unfinished thoughts. you will see all of my loves and all of my fears. You will see all of my strengths as well as all of flaws and weaknesses. I hope that through this process it answers questions for you or forces you to ask yourself some necessary questions.